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solo_sword) wrote2011-02-14 06:54 pm
solo_sword) wrote2011-02-14 06:54 pm
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MCA #6- Monday night
Jaina could have told you a week ago that today would have been rough, but she'd grossly misjudged the reasons. The apartment felt too empty without Chak, but she also didn't want to be around people, so she'd gone out onto the balcony to get some air. And to contemplate her comlink for way too long.
She sort of wished she could even entertain the thought of trying to get in touch with Jag to let him know what happened this weekend, there was no way that could happen. So she'd keep it to herself, which made her a little sad, but that was her own fault. Besides, while she was being sad over that, it meant that she wasn't considering calling Jacen.
She'd purposely kept from thinking about Allana while Chak was around, but once he was gone, the possibility of having a niece out there wouldn't stop coming to mind. Jaina just didn't know what to do about it. She and Jacen weren't close anymore, and she didn't know how to broach the subject, or even if she could. It felt wrong to try and quiz Ben on it, too. Really, she hated that she was thinking about any of it. She wouldn't accomplish anything that way, and she was always best in the situations where she jumped in without a thought.
Which was when she finally did thumb on her comlink, it was to call Luke and make sure there was something for her to do when she came home this week.
[Establishy, and will be a linkdrop when I get around to it.]
She sort of wished she could even entertain the thought of trying to get in touch with Jag to let him know what happened this weekend, there was no way that could happen. So she'd keep it to herself, which made her a little sad, but that was her own fault. Besides, while she was being sad over that, it meant that she wasn't considering calling Jacen.
She'd purposely kept from thinking about Allana while Chak was around, but once he was gone, the possibility of having a niece out there wouldn't stop coming to mind. Jaina just didn't know what to do about it. She and Jacen weren't close anymore, and she didn't know how to broach the subject, or even if she could. It felt wrong to try and quiz Ben on it, too. Really, she hated that she was thinking about any of it. She wouldn't accomplish anything that way, and she was always best in the situations where she jumped in without a thought.
Which was when she finally did thumb on her comlink, it was to call Luke and make sure there was something for her to do when she came home this week.
[Establishy, and will be a linkdrop when I get around to it.]