The beach- Thursday evening

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Jaina's portal was delayed. She had no idea how a portal could be delayed, but here she was. After a while of waiting at the causeway, she'd come to the beach, figuring that if she was going to be stuck waiting, she should at least get a change of scenery.

Watching the waves made her think too much, though. About her grandfather and Tiny Mom, about how certain things just kept popping up through the years, even about how much her thinking had changed since she was sixteen. That was when she'd check her datapad to read up on what was going on on Corellia, because potential conflict was a happier subject.

Or she'd check on her portal's ETA and curse at the very idea of gnomes when she saw it was delayed again. How?


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She did sort of understand that, yeah.

The getting used to it thing. Not the forgetting to breathe thing.

"It is. Vader's human, who knew."

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"Apparently we do," Anakin replied. "I shouldn't be surprised how much of a relief that is, but . . . it is."

He scooted a little closer to lean into her, because it had been a rough couple of days.

"And now you're leaving again?"

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Noticing the scooting, she just slung an arm around his shoulders. "Unfortunately. I was on Coruscant literally long enough to drop off Tiny Ben, take a call, and get to the Portalocity terminal. Time to get back to work. Assuming my portal ever shows up, anyway."

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"They haven't gotten it for you already just on reputation alone?" Anakin teased, relaxing against her. "I don't mind too much. I got to see you for a little bit. Busy, busy, busy. It's a family trait."

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"You know what's the scariest thing about that?" Jaina asked. "Mom tells me to slow down. Tell that to your Jaina next time she's being a brat."

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Anakin had to take a good half minute to process that, and when he did the only thing he could say was, "And I thought this week couldn't get stranger."

Okay, not the only thing he could say.

"You actually admit to that now?"

He said, as if he wasn't just as capable of being one.

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"It's so much easier to do in hindsight. But I'm downright perfect now," she teased.

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"As if I'd ever believe that." Look, it was younger sibling prerogative.

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"Okay, not perfect enough not to have expected that." She was still out of practice here with the sibling banter. It wasn't like her and Jacen did that anymore.

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Even without knowing the context behind it, the way he felt about their brother right now Anakin would not be surprised to hear that.

"That makes me feel a little better," he teased. "That you still have a little way to go."

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"Just give me another fifteen years," she said with a nod.

...Okay that was weird to think about. Let's not actually think fifteen years ahead just yet.

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Hanging out in the Imperial Remnant with Anakin's best friend, maybe?

. . . yeah, no thinking that far ahead.

"I hate to think what you'll be like at Mom's age," he informed her.

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She paused.

"I got through being the same age as Grandfather and Uncle Luke, and now being older," she said. "And yet that is the thought I can't deal with."

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Anakin was thinking as much of the younger version he'd seen yelling at her father the other day as he was of his actual mother when he laughed and asked, "Because it's Mom?"

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"Yes! Mom is Mom's age."

It made total sense, shush. Forget that her Leia was also fifteen years older now.

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The Mom Clause trumped math. Always. Therefore it made total sense.

"Yeah," Anakin said after a moment of thinking about it, "I don't think I can even imagine being Uncle Luke's age." Too weird.

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"I can't either," she said, completely and totally honestly. Though her reasons were different than his...

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And here Anakin was so worried about Leia's reaction to people withholding information about her future. Ah, irony.

"It's because I'm younger than you, isn't it?" he guessed.

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"In part," she said. "But I can't imagine Jacen being old, either."

Much for the same reason, she realized. Ouch.

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Well, there went Anakin's brilliant stroke of logic. "Good thing actually being old is a long way off."

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She nodded, but found that she had to ask, with the last couple days being what they were. "Do you ever get curious about the stuff that's happened between your time and mine or Ben's?"

At least she might be able to figure out if he'd even want to know, or if he'd be like Luke there.

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"Of course I get curious. How could I not?" Anakin ran a hand through his hair, frowning in thought. "I can tell this war obviously ends sometime, at least. And that's good, but I don't want to get complacent just because I know that. So I want to know things, but I don't know if I should."

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"That's where it always gets tricky," she said, frowning too.

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And Anakin was anything but the kind of person who would be content to find things out and then let events play out as they would.

"For you as much as for me," he guessed.

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"That would be how the Tiny Mom situation got like this," she told him. "There's never really a good way to do it or not to do it. Like... Luke doesn't want to know what happens, so as much as I want to warn him about things like the Vong, I can't, but I don't think there's anything he could do about it now even if he did find out and it wouldn't be fair to dump that sort of thing on him anyway. It's a weird position to be in, no matter what position you're in."